I Try To Be Strong

16 Long Weeks…

I try to be strong buddy but I can’t.

Every second of every min of every day I think of you.

My mind always take me to those last few min you had here on earth. What you were thinking? How sad and helpless you must have felt. How alone you felt. I

wish I could have made it all better for you. I would do anything to have you back.

Please come back Jon, I can’t do this. I need you.

Your dad, brothers, sister, grandparents, aunts, and uncles, cousins friends we all need you. I love you buddy so much I don’t know what to do with all this sadness.

I miss you telling me about the moon , ten thousand things nobody ever knew about sharks. Telling me if my dress was ugly or mom are you going to work like that?

I miss everything about you, your smell , your voice, your hugs. Mostly I miss your smile and your laugh baby boy.

I hope you are lighting up the heavens with that smile. I love you. Forever in my mind and always in my heart. Til we meet again.