Went to visit you

Went to visit you today.  To wish you a Merry Christmas. Sounds weird as nothing merry about you not being here. However as I stood there sad and crying thinking about all the things I have missed with you I noticed all the people who have remembered you. So many new ornaments on the tree and a wreath and kissing ball.

 

For someone who thought they weren’t good enough there sure is a lot of people who come to tell you that you were enough and that they love and miss you dearly. I hope your getting to celebrate. it is your favorite. Bet your wearing a tie and a smile.

 

I miss you so much. Kisses to heaven baby. No parent should have to go to a cemetery to see their child for the holiday