What I Wouldn’t Give

What I wouldn’t give to see that sweet sleeping face again.

 

Everyday sucks but some days seem like impossible to get through. I miss you baby boy. I still can’t wrap my head around that people thought this world would be better off without you. I would like to think those people learned their lesson but I see the behaviors still continue at the high school. When will others learn that they don’t shine brighter by dimming the flames of others?

 

Jon was somebody. He was important to his friends and family. Everyone is important to someone. If you don’t like someone that is your prerogative but it doesn’t give you the right to be mean to them , shove them , spit on them and make them feel awful about themselves.

 

My life nor his family and friends lives will ever be the same. We live a nightmare everyday. Stop being mean to one another. Learn that everyone is different and that’s ok, the world is a better place because all of our differences. Those that you shun could be someone that saves you or a loved ones life later on in life, creates a cure for a illness , pulls someone out of a burning building , apprehended the person robbing you at gunpoint , lands the plane safely you are traveling on. Let people be who they want to be and just live.

 

Jon Morrell you were and are important. I don’t care what anyone says about you , you are the best and I will never let this world forget you. I love you baby boy more than you could ever know and everyday is a struggle without you.

 

Love forever and always your mom.