I Wonder Where You Are…
I wonder where you are. I wonder if they keep the light on for you because you don’t like the dark. I wonder if your cold. I wonder if you got all the things I sent with you like your favorite jersey. I wonder if your mad at me for not making things better for you. I wonder if you like where you are now. I wonder if they are nice to you. I wonder if you meant to do what you did that day. I wonder if you miss me as much as I miss you. I wonder if you still have that same amazing smile and laugh. I wonder if you got a new mom or if I get to be your mom forever. I wonder if you get older or if your forever fifteen. I wonder if you still tell your jokes. I wonder if you love me as much as I love you. I wonder if I am suppose to be with you. I wonder if I get to see you again.
Mostly, Jon Morrell, I wonder what I did to cause this awful punishment of losing you. I miss you every second of everyday buddy. I literally died the day you died just my heart kept beating and yours didn’t. I love you and I miss you. I would do anything to get you back. This is no life anymore it’s just a nightmare
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