Angels Among Us…
This has been a hard week.
A year ago today I hospitalized Jon to keep him safe.
Several times this week while driving and crying and thinking of all that I could have done differently this song has come on.
Jon loved this song and would put it on frequently and sing it. This morning I can still hear his voice singing but yet there is just an empty seat.
I now sit and wonder if he was always tryin to tell me he would just be here on earth for a little while but with us forever.
I bet your a beautiful angel baby boy.
Love you to heaven and back.
I Heard Your Laugh
I turned around and just emptiness. Just loneliness. You weren’t here. Your never going to be here again.
Your Table
I wonder if there will ever be a day that I don’t break down just thinking about you and looking at your pictures.
Went to visit you
I Went to Visit You Today...Went to visit you today. To wish you a Merry Christmas. Sounds weird as nothing merry about you not being here. However...