I Went to Visit You Today…
Went to visit you today. To wish you a Merry Christmas. Sounds weird as nothing merry about you not being here. However as I stood there sad and crying thinking about all the things I have missed with you I noticed all the people who have remembered you. So many new ornaments on the tree and a wreath and kissing ball.
For someone who thought they weren’t good enough there sure is a lot of people who come to tell you that you were enough and that they love and miss you dearly. I hope your getting to celebrate. it is your favorite. Bet your wearing a tie and a smile.
I miss you so much. Kisses to heaven baby. No parent should have to go to a cemetery to see their child for the holiday
I Heard Your Laugh
I turned around and just emptiness. Just loneliness. You weren’t here. Your never going to be here again.
Your Table
I wonder if there will ever be a day that I don’t break down just thinking about you and looking at your pictures.
Suicide
Such a scary word right. Can’t happen to you and your family right. That’s a embarrassing word. Someone that does that must have had a terrible life.