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I hear a lot it will get easier. It will turn into a different kind of pain. You just learn to live differently.<\/p>\n
When? When does that happen? When does it not feel like it\u2019s still the day it happened?<\/p>\n
Almost all of your smell is out of your clothes now. It\u2019s hard to smell you anymore. Your sweatshirt has been soaked with a billion tears. This is so hard buddy. I know they are just things and it\u2019s the memories that are important but I just miss you so much. Why are you not in this damn sweatshirt? Why did you leave me?<\/p>\n
I miss you so much. Watching your brothers and sister struggle is so hard. I don\u2019t have anything to say to make it better or easier for them as I am struggling.<\/p>\n
I miss you. I know you didn\u2019t mean to hurt us but this is the worst buddy. I love you to heaven and back. Come visit us soon. Love always your mom<\/p>\n
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