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I Wonder Where You Are…<\/h2>\n

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I wonder where you are. I wonder if they keep the light on for you because you don’t like the dark. I wonder if your cold. I wonder if you got all the things I sent with you like your favorite jersey. I wonder if your mad at me for not making things better for you. I wonder if you like where you are now. I wonder if they are nice to you. I wonder if you meant to do what you did that day. I wonder if you miss me as much as I miss you. I wonder if you still have that same amazing smile and laugh. I wonder if you got a new mom or if I get to be your mom forever. I wonder if you get older or if your forever fifteen. I wonder if you still tell your jokes. I wonder if you love me as much as I love you. I wonder if I am suppose to be with you. I wonder if I get to see you again.<\/p>\n

Mostly, Jon Morrell, I wonder what I did to cause this awful punishment of losing you. I miss you every second of everyday buddy. I literally died the day you died just my heart kept beating and yours didn’t. I love you and I miss you. I would do anything to get you back. This is no life anymore it’s just a nightmare<\/p>\n

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I would do anything to get you back. This is no life anymore it’s just a nightmare<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":8458,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"on","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[126],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/michaelsrun.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8455"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/michaelsrun.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/michaelsrun.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/michaelsrun.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/michaelsrun.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8455"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/michaelsrun.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8455\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8526,"href":"https:\/\/michaelsrun.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8455\/revisions\/8526"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/michaelsrun.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/8458"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/michaelsrun.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8455"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/michaelsrun.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8455"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/michaelsrun.org\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8455"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}