by Wendy | Dec 29, 2021 | A Mother's Love
I Cleaned Up Your Table Today… Cleaned up your table today. Boy was it dusty. I wonder if there will ever be a day that I don’t break down just thinking about you and looking at your pictures. Even all these years later so hard to believe your really gone. ...
by Wendy | May 29, 2021 | A Mother's Love
Suicide… Such a scary word right? Can’t happen to you and your family, right? That’s a embarrassing word. Someone that does that must have had a terrible life. Their parents must have treated them badly. They just wanted attention. They just want to have the...
by Wendy | Oct 7, 2018 | A Mother's Love
People Tell Me I’m Strong… You know many people tell me that I’m strong. Well it’s not true at all. Today I found out just how not strong I am. As I was standing in the cemetery looking around all I could think was What did I do that was so awful? Why did...
by Wendy | Aug 25, 2018 | A Mother's Love
I Hear It Will Get Easier… I hear a lot it will get easier. It will turn into a different kind of pain. You just learn to live differently. When? When does that happen? When does it not feel like it’s still the day it happened? Almost all of your smell is out of...
by Wendy | Oct 11, 2017 | A Mother's Love
500 Days Since You Left… 500 days since you left me. Some days it seems like yesterday as I can remember every second of that horrific day. Other days it seems like forever since I heard you laugh or say I love you mom. Most days I’m just mad at the world...
