Michael Wallace Foundation for Mental Wellness

I Heard Your Laugh

I Heard Your Laugh

I Heard Your Laugh… I heard your laugh. It broke my heart and then I broke down. I was emptying out a cabinet in a empty house. Out of nowhere I heard your laugh. That full belly laugh when you told one of your jokes. I heard it so clearly that I thought you...
Your Table

Your Table

I Cleaned Up Your Table Today… Cleaned up your table today. Boy was it dusty.   I wonder if there will ever be a day that I don’t break down just thinking about you and looking at your pictures. Even all these years later so hard to believe your really gone.  ...
Suicide

Suicide

Suicide… Such a scary word right? Can’t happen to you and your family, right?  That’s a embarrassing word. Someone that does that must have had a terrible life. Their parents must have treated them badly. They just wanted attention. They just want to have the...
People Tell Me I’m Strong

People Tell Me I’m Strong

People Tell Me I’m Strong… You know many people tell me that I’m strong. Well it’s not true at all. Today I found out just how not strong I am. As I was standing in the cemetery looking around all I could think was What did I do that was so awful? Why did...
I Hear It Will Get Easier

I Hear It Will Get Easier

I Hear It Will Get Easier… I hear a lot it will get easier. It will turn into a different kind of pain. You just learn to live differently. When? When does that happen? When does it not feel like it’s still the day it happened? Almost all of your smell is out of...