Stop Telling Me It Will Be Ok…
People need to stop telling me it will be ok or it’s going to get better.
Yes, I know I have other children to care of. I know you’re trying to help but it doesn’t help.
The fact is it’s never going to be ok, it’s never going to get easier or better.
A 15 year old little boy with his whole life ahead of him is gone.
People in this world were so cruel to him that he thought dying was a better option.
Some of his final words in this world were that everyone would be better off without him. That’s not ok.
Every day I watch other people’s children grow and laugh and I wonder why not my child? What did I do so bad that he was taken from me? How do I know my other ones are not going to be taken away?
This is the worst punishment ever. An eternal living hell.
Jon Morrell you were more than good enough. I’m so sorry if I ever made you feel less than that.
I love you. I miss you. I truly hope your at peace baby.
Mommy loves you.
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